Aqil..my dearest & the 9th of 1st April

I've not been good in updating my own blog. I always have the intention to write at least a little a day.. always, time is always jealous of my attention.

Today, the 9th anniversary of having to wear a wedding ring given by my dearest, 'irreplaceable' Zaharin. Besides the happiness all throughout of having him by my side in all events... 360 degree situations.. we are blessed with three wonderful children that really bring infinite bundles of joy into our lives.

Also today, I made appointments with doctors for Aqil.. to get his ears and eyes checked.
Stepping into APSH this morning, I felt very very sad. Last few days, on 26 March we were shaken and shocked by the news that my children's paed, Dr Haliza was found dead over a hiking incident in Melawati after reported missing the day before by her husband. I am still very much affected by the news of her death. I felt so attached to her after she treated Adriana when Adriana repeatitively admit to the hospital for bronchiolitis and bronchitis. Then, came Aqil Mustaqim... for whom she had helped through the early days in detecting Aqil's intellectual disability diagnosed at birth. I felt connected to her, it is a total lost for me.

Anyway, today... 1st April 2009, Dr. Rozita diagnosed that Aqil's eye sight was just superb. Alhamdulillah... syukur ke hadrat Allah, wahai anak ku... tiada lain yang ibu pinta selain kesempurnaan semua deriamu sayangku.

Next, Dr. Aminudin... wonderful doctor at first visit. He looks very passionate with children and about the medical concerns that I myself know little about. Despite the crowd waiting for his attention was building outside his office - yet he spent time explaining about ENT and Down Syndrome. He needed further test on Aqil's ears. Aqil shall need to wait till he past the age of one for further test to be done. I need to make lots of research on this, to make sure what we are doing for Aqil is right and the moment is just fine. I need to do homework in talking to other parents who had experienced such situation in their wonderful children.

I have a lot more to write.... I hope I would be able to find the time to do so later..

Aqil.. we will do our best.. to our upmost ability for you my dearest.

Abang... happy anniversary darling... Sayang would not replace you with any other.. you are my ultimate till the world comes apart.